Run away!!!!

I think I still have time to run away, right?  Haha!  Just kidding.  I can't wait for tomorrow morning!!  5:15 am I am supposed to report for my date with destiny.  My guess is that I have moved well beyond the freak out phase and am in some sort of delirium where everything is sunshine and rainbows.  I guess I don't have much of a choice...drive myself crazy worrying about it, or just walk in tomorrow and face what I must.  So that is what I shall do.  Walk in tomorrow morning and once again hope that this, my fourth surgery, will be the one that actually works.  In a way, I have the easy part in all of this.  I just have to show up, fall asleep and let them hack away.  I just have to wake up and skip gleefully away!
Anyway, I don't have much to say...just waiting around at my mom and dads house until I have to head in to the hospital.  5th floor is where it will happen, near elevator E.  I am as ready as I can be and now just want it to be over, I don't want to have to think about it any more.  Thanks to all for following along and for caring and for anything and everything that you have done for me and my family.  I leave you with a look at what my neck currently looks like, guaranteed to look much different at this time tomorrow.